Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
ok很好 剩２张考卷我就可以对trial说掰了 其实都没有动力去读了 顺便说一下 明天是华文2和生物3
其实这两天发生蛮多事 咳就当做是人生经验吧不经教训哪来成长不是 不过我其实还蛮希望我能一路顺风的不要经过什么鬼经验 有谁想要经历那种伤心的回忆 ＝＝
不要问我为什么没有谈过恋爱可以懂酱多那样 故事书看多呗 不过零经验终究还是零 我的劝告还是可以当废的看
现在听到爱的主题曲 老天７点了 之前考试爆瘦2公斤最近给它肥回1kg了 唉不行不行 我还想穿美美的裙漂亮的背心出门的 要努力了 （结果我妈刚煮火锅一不小心就给它吃了２碗，其实我食量很大）我的目标是早上晚上都49点多就开心了 加油哈
明天就merdeka了 哈
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Sunday, August 29, 2010
Saturday, August 28, 2010
MARRIAGE
When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.
Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.
She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?
I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!
With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.
She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.
The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane.
When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.
In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.
This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.
She requested that every day for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.
I told Jane about my wife's divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.
My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside
the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.
On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.
On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.
On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.
She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.
Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.
Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.
But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.
I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind...I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.
She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.
Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.
At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.
That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.
My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push thru with the divorce.-- At least, in the eyes of our son--- I'm a loving husband....
The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!
Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.
She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?
I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!
With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.
She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.
The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane.
When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.
In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.
This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.
She requested that every day for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.
I told Jane about my wife's divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.
My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside
the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.
On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.
On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.
On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.
She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.
Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.
Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.
But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.
I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind...I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.
She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.
Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.
At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.
That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.
My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push thru with the divorce.-- At least, in the eyes of our son--- I'm a loving husband....
The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!
Immma relax nw
Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
yea yea, im very relax nw. maybe bcos of the tiny tiny little holiday , which i decided to give it myself. so, really enjoy it , though i just stick to my house, sleeping on my bed, chatting with my sis, sing lyk a bird and, smile like a sun : ) the world is just so wonderful and it make me feel lyk really cnt wait for the coming school holiday. okay, i want to go shopping, singing, and studying too. cnt bear my reference there since i really wanna stirke my best.( dun want to be so strees anymore, must workhard frm nw, bt its a lil bit difficult )
no swing mood anymore, applauseeeeeee =)
Why peep lyk to stand lyk this? nt a good posture weyyy
Friday, August 27, 2010
I just cn't find out a why
最近很多事情 很烦 好像生活没有再像以前一样简单 很多事情都很复杂 不能想象以后的生活 by the way, 凯凯讲我有忧郁症 : (((((
im tired, all the way.
im tired, all the way.
5 signs he’s into you
Five signs your date is into you…
1. He closes the distance
“First and foremost, moving in closer indicates a desire for more intimate contact,” Hartley says. So if a guy you’re talking to at a party inches a little closer as you talk, or your date slides into the same side of the booth as you, you know he wants to get to know you better — and not as a friend.
2. He speaks softly
When a man talks in a quieter voice, it’s an excellent sign, Hartley explains. “He’s indicating that what he’s saying is for your ears only,” he says. “If he’s telling you something private or secret, it’s a good thing — guys don’t do that to women they’re not into.” If you want to let that soft-talker know you feel the same way, respond in kind, which should quickly turn those sparks into an all-out fire. Caveat: If you’re in a loud club or restaurant where you have to shout to be heard, you can’t tell anything by his decibel level. So wait until you’re walking or driving home to see whether he’s turned the volume down.
3. He rounds his posture
Hypermasculine body language (think: swaggering walk, standing tall with shoulders back and chin up, etc.) serves to attract women from a distance. But when a guy is talking close-up with a woman he likes, he will soften, or “round” his body language, Hartley notes. If your guy’s squared shoulders cave in when he’s chatting with you, he’s indicating that he feels comfortable and secure in your presence. Browse Local Singles at Match.com on Yahoo!
4. He talks slowwwly
Like birds in a mating dance, men typically talk more slowly and softly when they are attracted to someone, Hartley explains. Of course, if he knocked back a few gigante lattes on a first date, he may be too wired (and nervous) to sound like Barry White, but give it time: if his speech starts to make you feel sleepy, he’s a goner.
5. He can’t take his eyes off you (in a good way)
So his eyes are locked on yours? As long as it isn’t a psycho stare, but rather a lingering, heavy-lidded, “Wow, you’re amazing” gaze, that guy is digging you big-time, Harley says.
…and 5 signs your date isn’t into you
1. He’s four feet away
If his motto may as well be The Police’s “Don’t Stand So Close to Me”, he’s not feelin’ you romantically, Hartley says. How do you define such a distance? “If he remains four feet or more away from you, it is a clear signal that his heart’s not in it,” says Hartley.
2. He stands at an oblique angle facing you
“Most men do not realize that when talking to another man, we stand at oblique angles, with one shoulder facing the other’s face, yet when we talk to women — especially ones we’re interested in romantically — we stand face-to-face with them,” Hartley says. If your guy’s shoulder is pointing in the direction of your face during conversation, he’s subconsciously showing disinterest or is trying to turn you off, Hartley explains.
3. He sounds like that guy in accounting
If your date is talking to you like you’re someone at the office — meaning, the pace is quick and the level of his voice is rather strong — “he’s probably just trying to keep it on a friendship level,” Hartley says. With time, you might notice a change — after all, he just might want to keep it “professional” on the first date or two while he gets to know you — but if it remains this way after a few dates, cut your losses.
4. He stares at your mouth
When a guy focuses on your lips, what he’s really trying to do is avoid eye contact, Hartley explains. “If he’s avoiding eye contact, you can pretty safely assume he’s not into you,” he asserts. If your date fixes his gaze below your face, he’s probably interested in you, but perhaps not for a long-term relationship, if you know what we mean…
5. He’s out of sync with your body language
When a guy is romantically interested in you, he will mimic your body language, so if he doesn’t copy you gesture for gesture, odds are he isn’t smitten, Hartley says. To test the waters, try leaning in closer to your date, using your hands to emphasize what you’re saying. If your guy does the same, it’s a great sign. But if he keeps his hands still, pulls away or takes a step backwards, he may be unavailable or just plain not interested.
Finally the second week of test is over, today's paper is Physic. Erm, nt so well too, feel lyk very sien. Nt going to school tomoro. Mayb bah
FINE < IS THAT UR TASTE? LUCKILY IM NT THE ONE
1. He closes the distance
“First and foremost, moving in closer indicates a desire for more intimate contact,” Hartley says. So if a guy you’re talking to at a party inches a little closer as you talk, or your date slides into the same side of the booth as you, you know he wants to get to know you better — and not as a friend.
2. He speaks softly
When a man talks in a quieter voice, it’s an excellent sign, Hartley explains. “He’s indicating that what he’s saying is for your ears only,” he says. “If he’s telling you something private or secret, it’s a good thing — guys don’t do that to women they’re not into.” If you want to let that soft-talker know you feel the same way, respond in kind, which should quickly turn those sparks into an all-out fire. Caveat: If you’re in a loud club or restaurant where you have to shout to be heard, you can’t tell anything by his decibel level. So wait until you’re walking or driving home to see whether he’s turned the volume down.
3. He rounds his posture
Hypermasculine body language (think: swaggering walk, standing tall with shoulders back and chin up, etc.) serves to attract women from a distance. But when a guy is talking close-up with a woman he likes, he will soften, or “round” his body language, Hartley notes. If your guy’s squared shoulders cave in when he’s chatting with you, he’s indicating that he feels comfortable and secure in your presence. Browse Local Singles at Match.com on Yahoo!
4. He talks slowwwly
Like birds in a mating dance, men typically talk more slowly and softly when they are attracted to someone, Hartley explains. Of course, if he knocked back a few gigante lattes on a first date, he may be too wired (and nervous) to sound like Barry White, but give it time: if his speech starts to make you feel sleepy, he’s a goner.
5. He can’t take his eyes off you (in a good way)
So his eyes are locked on yours? As long as it isn’t a psycho stare, but rather a lingering, heavy-lidded, “Wow, you’re amazing” gaze, that guy is digging you big-time, Harley says.
…and 5 signs your date isn’t into you
1. He’s four feet away
If his motto may as well be The Police’s “Don’t Stand So Close to Me”, he’s not feelin’ you romantically, Hartley says. How do you define such a distance? “If he remains four feet or more away from you, it is a clear signal that his heart’s not in it,” says Hartley.
2. He stands at an oblique angle facing you
“Most men do not realize that when talking to another man, we stand at oblique angles, with one shoulder facing the other’s face, yet when we talk to women — especially ones we’re interested in romantically — we stand face-to-face with them,” Hartley says. If your guy’s shoulder is pointing in the direction of your face during conversation, he’s subconsciously showing disinterest or is trying to turn you off, Hartley explains.
3. He sounds like that guy in accounting
If your date is talking to you like you’re someone at the office — meaning, the pace is quick and the level of his voice is rather strong — “he’s probably just trying to keep it on a friendship level,” Hartley says. With time, you might notice a change — after all, he just might want to keep it “professional” on the first date or two while he gets to know you — but if it remains this way after a few dates, cut your losses.
4. He stares at your mouth
When a guy focuses on your lips, what he’s really trying to do is avoid eye contact, Hartley explains. “If he’s avoiding eye contact, you can pretty safely assume he’s not into you,” he asserts. If your date fixes his gaze below your face, he’s probably interested in you, but perhaps not for a long-term relationship, if you know what we mean…
5. He’s out of sync with your body language
When a guy is romantically interested in you, he will mimic your body language, so if he doesn’t copy you gesture for gesture, odds are he isn’t smitten, Hartley says. To test the waters, try leaning in closer to your date, using your hands to emphasize what you’re saying. If your guy does the same, it’s a great sign. But if he keeps his hands still, pulls away or takes a step backwards, he may be unavailable or just plain not interested.
Finally the second week of test is over, today's paper is Physic. Erm, nt so well too, feel lyk very sien. Nt going to school tomoro. Mayb bah
FINE < IS THAT UR TASTE? LUCKILY IM NT THE ONE
Thursday, August 26, 2010
FMB
Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
wthhhh, i think bio is my worst paper for this time. i use the wrong concept for question 1 and that cause the lost of at least 7 marks. and essay part , arghhh i speechless. my god. 15 marks comfirm fly edy lorrrr. damn
why im the one who always blogging O.o
FMB = Fuck My Bio
Sunday, August 22, 2010
sigh
Friendship is unnecessary, like philosophy, like art.... It has no survival value; rather it is one of those things that give value to survival. C.S. Lewis
Im sad, very very sad. ya , even in the word " believe " , there's a word - lie. no matter hw strong a person is, he/she will be tired too. Life is slippery, take my hand , pls?
C-O-L
Saturday, August 21, 2010
Hi, Chemistry!
If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day so I never have to live without you - A. A. Milne
okay, i've stick to chemistry the whole day, ( continue later too : o) and i feel so sien. i hate chemistry the most among the 3 sci sub. chemistry is kinda stupid, those reactions is bloody boring. okay, well, i just hate it. for thousands of resons.
im feeling unwell again. feel lyk to vomit. ( ong ong : i think u're pregnant ! me : impossible, im having menstruation NW ) sigh, i think i noe the reason -- coffeee O.o i've been okay the whole day untill i drank half-cup of white coffee justnw, and i feel lyk to vomit currently. bt ytd bio tan teacher told me that's nt good to health especially my oesophagus, so i try to avoid it. btw, i hate to vomit things that is semi-digested. lol.
well, i still have many chap of bio need to revise, ligh - physic ( most annoying chap in physic ) , abd still, chemistry, maths ( the earth chap ) , and add maths ( most stress sub) . my life turn so meaningless. waseh, trial kiillling me .
aiyaaaa i need to back to reaction world again. god bleesss me will still be healthy after this trial. GOD BLESSS
PS: i really din gt PLKN, hoooray : D
Friday, August 20, 2010
TRIAL
Finally i cn say bye to history that stupid subject which i hate the most. bt nw chemistry coming. sigh
i've nt cry for hw long? anyway, i cry bcos i really care bout you. and btw, im strong : D
okayyyy, i've lost my diet since ytd. i mean, i ussually eat alot ( and it's really ALOT ) for my breakfast. bt ytd i cnt even finish a cup of milo. sighh, though im still stick with my on-diet-plan bt still i noe breakfast is very very important for huaman beings. then i eat nothing at school too, end up with a plate char-kuer-tiao only. as a conclusion, i've only eat a plate of char-kue-tiao the whole day. wth hw come i cn so pro. i used to be kingkong when im eating ( my thinking ). same with today bt bettter than ytd i've ate a lil bit biscuit in the morning which i forced myself to eat, bcos i really feeling unwell and feel lyk to vomit since ytd nite. and nothing came out except some gastric juice. hah, i think it is bcos it tatse so acid, sour i mean. lol, luckily i've recover nw. applause : )
i've alot to blog out, bt my mind is blank nw.
i've alot to blog out, bt my mind is blank nw.
Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
Saturday, August 14, 2010
arghhh im having PMS syndrome, pissed-at-man. and that man........ pls, don ever fon me again = =
it's sweet
我告诉你说：“我今天扫楼梯时，差点儿从楼梯上摔下来。
”本来我以为你会安慰说：“亲爱的，小心点儿。
”但你说：“扫慢点，不就得了。”
我伤心，我觉得你一点儿不爱我，不在乎我。
后来，我发现我们的楼梯异常干净，
干净的都不用我扫；一个月后我才发现，那是你每天抽出5分钟的结果。
我告诉你：“我的车子坏了，我走了半个小时才到车站。
”本来以为你会关心地说：“你怎么不坐出租车，累不累？
”但你说：“反正很近，你也顺便减肥。”
我生气，觉得你不爱我，不关心我。
第二天，我发现你留在桌上的你的车钥匙，以及为我准备的丰富的早点。
我告诉你说：“我想去北海道，荷兰等地，欣赏那一大片壮观地花海。
”本来以为你会关心地说：“你想去哪，我们来计划。
”即使敷衍几句也好，
但你说：“真无聊，花大把的银子去那种无聊的地方。”
我生气，觉得你不爱我，不懂我。
后来，我发现家里的旅游杂志，不管是国内还是国外的报道，
只要有赏花介绍的那一页，页角就有折痕,里面就有你的笔记记录。
我告诉你说：“我跟朋友出去，晚上会晚点回来。
”本来以为你会关心地说：“ 跟谁出去，小心点儿，记得拨电话或早点儿回家。
”但你说：“随便你，你高兴就好。”
我生气了，觉得你不爱我，不关心我。
后来，我负气拖到深夜3点多回家，我看到你坐在沙发上的睡容。
我告诉你：“我的大姨妈来了，肚子好痛。
”本来以为你会安慰我说：“忍一忍，一天就过去了。
”但你说：“女人真麻烦，受不了。”
我伤心了，觉得你不爱我，不疼我。
后来，家里的零食柜里多了好多巧克力及红豆，是你买的，
但你一直没吃。直到一个月过去了。你在我月事的前后一星期，天天煮着红豆汤。
我告诉你说：“我真高兴嫁了你，你是最好的老公。
”本来以为你会开心地回答我说：“我也是这么觉得，你是最好地老婆。
”但你说：“嫁了都嫁了，不然，你还想怎样？”
我生气，觉得你不爱我，不懂我。
后来，我无意中发现你在睡前用卫生纸擦拭床头那张40英寸地结婚照，
然后望着照片傻笑好久。
我想我终于懂了，在你不在乎地外表下，
有颗不善用言词表达的心，一颗最爱我的心。
原来你是爱我的。只不过不说。
这是你爱的方式，与别人的不同。
it's sweet
我告诉你说：“我今天扫楼梯时，差点儿从楼梯上摔下来。
”本来我以为你会安慰说：“亲爱的，小心点儿。
”但你说：“扫慢点，不就得了。”
我伤心，我觉得你一点儿不爱我，不在乎我。
后来，我发现我们的楼梯异常干净，
干净的都不用我扫；一个月后我才发现，那是你每天抽出5分钟的结果。
我告诉你：“我的车子坏了，我走了半个小时才到车站。
”本来以为你会关心地说：“你怎么不坐出租车，累不累？
”但你说：“反正很近，你也顺便减肥。”
我生气，觉得你不爱我，不关心我。
第二天，我发现你留在桌上的你的车钥匙，以及为我准备的丰富的早点。
我告诉你说：“我想去北海道，荷兰等地，欣赏那一大片壮观地花海。
”本来以为你会关心地说：“你想去哪，我们来计划。
”即使敷衍几句也好，
但你说：“真无聊，花大把的银子去那种无聊的地方。”
我生气，觉得你不爱我，不懂我。
后来，我发现家里的旅游杂志，不管是国内还是国外的报道，
只要有赏花介绍的那一页，页角就有折痕,里面就有你的笔记记录。
我告诉你说：“我跟朋友出去，晚上会晚点回来。
”本来以为你会关心地说：“ 跟谁出去，小心点儿，记得拨电话或早点儿回家。
”但你说：“随便你，你高兴就好。”
我生气了，觉得你不爱我，不关心我。
后来，我负气拖到深夜3点多回家，我看到你坐在沙发上的睡容。
我告诉你：“我的大姨妈来了，肚子好痛。
”本来以为你会安慰我说：“忍一忍，一天就过去了。
”但你说：“女人真麻烦，受不了。”
我伤心了，觉得你不爱我，不疼我。
后来，家里的零食柜里多了好多巧克力及红豆，是你买的，
但你一直没吃。直到一个月过去了。你在我月事的前后一星期，天天煮着红豆汤。
我告诉你说：“我真高兴嫁了你，你是最好的老公。
”本来以为你会开心地回答我说：“我也是这么觉得，你是最好地老婆。
”但你说：“嫁了都嫁了，不然，你还想怎样？”
我生气，觉得你不爱我，不懂我。
后来，我无意中发现你在睡前用卫生纸擦拭床头那张40英寸地结婚照，
然后望着照片傻笑好久。
我想我终于懂了，在你不在乎地外表下，
有颗不善用言词表达的心，一颗最爱我的心。
原来你是爱我的。只不过不说。
这是你爱的方式，与别人的不同。
Omggg
OMGGGGGG , PERRANG DUNIA I AND II ARE ABSOUTLE OH-SO-BORING.
almost die beneath my history reference = =
Friday, August 13, 2010
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
hi. missyou
well, tomoro is public holiday bt it seems to be a normal day for me. i hav two tution classes tomoro. and as u know my trial is coming so i cnt even rest for any single second instead if study study study ( then u wonder why im still blogging nw rite). btw , i've tons of homework , eg add maths paper ( tution plus school work ) chemistry physic bla bla bla, oh ya , and the stupid insects too. i wonder how should we handle with the insects that miss quen sakora pesan. arghhh what the hell. so , buh bye holiday.
i want to be a billionaire, so freaking bad, buy all of the things i never had.
free frm relationship is the best ever thing when im in secondary school : )
well, tomoro is public holiday bt it seems to be a normal day for me. i hav two tution classes tomoro. and as u know my trial is coming so i cnt even rest for any single second instead if study study study ( then u wonder why im still blogging nw rite). btw , i've tons of homework , eg add maths paper ( tution plus school work ) chemistry physic bla bla bla, oh ya , and the stupid insects too. i wonder how should we handle with the insects that miss quen sakora pesan. arghhh what the hell. so , buh bye holiday.
i want to be a billionaire, so freaking bad, buy all of the things i never had.
free frm relationship is the best ever thing when im in secondary school : )
Sunday, August 8, 2010
weekday = on diet ?
heeehee im back again. today is sunday. as simple as usual, except dad onlift today. so , mum decided to hav a small stemboat as our dinner. so, im very full nw. extremely full.
too bad trial one week more. arghhh , i haven touch history yet. nt even a word. hw bad is this, bt i really dun hav the mood to study that. goin to continue my revision. bye
OS: IF I"VE SPEND MY WHOLE DAY STUDYING HISTORY, I MIGHT BE DAYDREAMING THE WHOLEDAY
too bad trial one week more. arghhh , i haven touch history yet. nt even a word. hw bad is this, bt i really dun hav the mood to study that. goin to continue my revision. bye
OS: IF I"VE SPEND MY WHOLE DAY STUDYING HISTORY, I MIGHT BE DAYDREAMING THE WHOLEDAY
Saturday, August 7, 2010
: )
today gt school. replacement for deepavali. my physic reports haven done yet. what-the-hell
i won't forget all my frens after graduate la no worries especially a foo. she keep telling us we must contact each other after graduate bla bla bla. i know what u mean. our freiendship will be forever okay ? : ) same to dudu yuz kaikai a cai ming hui wang wang fang fang and bla bla bla. all of you i wont forget, by heart : )))))
the upper part of my stomach (gastric actually ) pain pain. lol , painpain is baby words.
i won't forget all my frens after graduate la no worries especially a foo. she keep telling us we must contact each other after graduate bla bla bla. i know what u mean. our freiendship will be forever okay ? : ) same to dudu yuz kaikai a cai ming hui wang wang fang fang and bla bla bla. all of you i wont forget, by heart : )))))
the upper part of my stomach (gastric actually ) pain pain. lol , painpain is baby words.
Friday, August 6, 2010
do you realise? its august nw. 5 more months i'll be free frm pinaform. just 5 more. be patient, girl.
btw, the last exam bfore SPM is coming, 10 more days.
im suffuring in lab disease recently. feel very very emo once i entered makmal. what stupid disease is this
im sorry = (
im sorry too : (
im sorry three XD
what are you sorry for? @@
im sorry five
= =
encik darwis suggest peep to study in SMK B.S.P. instead of government school
because
B.S.P. = Bapa Saya Punya
laugh my ass off
because
B.S.P. = Bapa Saya Punya
laugh my ass off
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